Friendly Fridays

It has been a minute since I had a “Friendly Friday” segment and I was going to make it bi-monthly but things just get in the way at times.

I hurt and I have hurt others. I am not perfect but I am PERFECTLY FLAWED!

There was a time in my life when I was in such a dark place. There wasn’t any light that I could see guiding me!

I felt like it was the only way out.

I felt as if everyone in my life would be in a happy space if I was no longer here.

I felt that I was such a disappointment to everyone.

The only end in sight was to take my life.  I grabbed a bottle of Tylenol PM and a couple of double dueces (colt 45) and I turned them up! That was 15 years ago. It was the end all to be all. Not only was I about to take my own life, I was going to take the life of my son as well.  I was pregnant with him.

I didn’t care. I was so SELFISH! All I could think about was me!!!

I was in the hospital for a couple of days, many didn’t know why. I told them that I had just gotten dizzy and almost passed out and that I was dehydrated.

I was spared! God has a PURPOSE for MY LIFE & I am still SEARCHING FOR IT!

Slowly putting all the pieces together!

That is why I have this saying, “Life may not go as planned, but it is WORTH LIVING!!!!!!”

Happy Reading!

Be BRAVE, Be KIND, Be LOVING!!!!

 

 

 

Author: A PERFECTLY FLAWED RUBY!!!

I am Zeb's wife. Shabre, Zeb Jr., Ashleigh, and Jayla's mother! I am a God fearing woman! I am Ruby's daughter! I AM PERFECTLY FLAWED!

2 thoughts on “Friendly Fridays”

  1. I was in a dark place too. I was in an abusive relationship and for some reasons my parents didn’t believe me. One day I was in the car with him and he was screaming at me for something and I just jumped out the car. I was bruised up but I thank god I am okay!

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